Annotation. Denny Meek is yanked from sleep by a loud knocking at her front door. At three in the morning, this can't be someone with a message a parent would want to hear. She opens the door to three police officers. 'I'm sorry; we need to speak with you. Preferably inside.' Denny is about to be struck by tragedy - the death of a child. A blow she has now faced three times. During the first crushing loss in her mid-twenties, her counsellor suggests Denny keep a 'feelings' diary. Two million words and a lifetime of experience later, she shares from the depths of an exceptional series of heartbreaks, to show how she's Still Standing. With a degree in psychology, a diploma in journalism, and a determination to survive for whichever of her children are left in her care, this book is her meaning-making journey; the light pulling her through a long dark tunnel - her 'dark night of the soul'